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jessie hardt  
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get rid of me

i try to hide, the suicidal thoughts i have, the pain i go through, the voices in my head, i always think it be better if i were dead, because i wouldnt have to deal with all this nonsense, this joke, called my life, ill never be loved, so ill carve out my heart, with my switchblade knife. throw it on the ground in front of you, what did i do to deserve this,  i didnt ask to be born, why dont you leave me alone, why didnt you get rid of me when i was a newborn?

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to be or not to be-translationTo live or to die, that is the question  whether it’s better to let your mind suffer  from the battles of wealth,  or to fight against an army of troubles,  And by stopping end them. To die, to sleep  
never again, to die shall be the end  the hurt and the painful blows  that we are destined to receive, it is our fate  Faithfully to be wished. To die, to sleep;  to sleep, with chance to dream, yes that is my goal,  within our silent slumber these dreams may come,  may we have moved this normal life,  must give us a moment, for our respect  That makes silence of our ending l to be or not to be-translation
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birthday

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 6, 2008, 6:56 AM
yesterday was my sweet 16!!
i know i should be really excited but
unfortunatly im not.
i did everythingi could ask for, hair make-up,
movies but i still wasn't happy
probably because now i have responsibilites,
i have to decide to move out, WITH NO HELP,
or stay miserable in the youth center!

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  • Mood: Worried

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  • Current Age: fifteen
  • Current Residence: pei,canada
  • Interests: drawing, music
  • Favourite movie: constantine, eleven fourteen
  • Favourite band or musician: marilyn manson , tool, system of a down, evanessence, seether, billy talent, insane clown posse.
  • Favourite genre of music: loud
  • Favourite artist: insane clown posse
  • Favourite poet or writer: hehe unno
  • Favourite photographer: unno
  • Favourite style of art: unno
  • Operating System: huh???
  • MP3 player of choice: black
  • Shell of choice: broken
  • Wallpaper of choice: poka dotted
  • Skin of choice: mine
  • Favourite game: strip poker(hahaha)
  • Favourite gaming platform: a flat one??
  • Favourite cartoon character: ruby gloom
  • Personal Quote: its all about me
  • Tools of the Trade: anything sharp

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~thequeenbee1:iconthequeenbee1: Apr 13, 2008, 10:59:00 AM
not a problem

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there is a suprise around every corner
so dont make any left turns!!!

~~~~jessie~~~~~
~Abanna:iconAbanna: Apr 11, 2008, 9:33:31 AM Mood: Affection
Hello there..
Thank you very much for the watch...
I really appreciate that..:)

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I have seen us bathing in blood to defend his very glory
I have seen us kneel and praise for nothing...
I have seen him dying in our eyes
I have realized that god owns us his life
*N0rks:iconN0rks: Apr 8, 2008, 1:19:59 PM Mood: Thanks
Thanks for tha :+fav: on Hollow :)

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It's not my fault I'm curious
It's that thing's fault for being something I've never seen before
~CandyChain:iconCandyChain: Mar 5, 2008, 5:26:27 AM
thanks for watching me :]

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In the eyes of a child, there are not 7 wonders of the world. There are millions.
~cityflyart:iconcityflyart: Jan 15, 2008, 11:46:09 AM
Many thanks for the fav ! :love: :winner:

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Cityflyart' Website [link]
~therealmr:icontherealmr: Jan 13, 2008, 1:33:52 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: of [link] :)

-Erik
*ElectedTheRejected:iconElectedTheRejected: Dec 30, 2007, 8:02:41 AM
Cheers for the faves. :)

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~R-M-O:iconR-M-O: Dec 30, 2007, 8:01:37 AM
Thanks for the fav! :D Glad you like it. :)

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"Suffer" by Stone Sour
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So many problems left behind...I'm sorting out my mind
This idiot has turned into a better man
I found my soul in someone else, who doesn't feel like hell
Who doesn't make me wanna kill myself
~scumdesigns:iconscumdesigns: Dec 30, 2007, 4:06:47 AM
thanks for the favourites.
very nice poems.
realy like them.

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< scum designs >
~mikoverzon:iconmikoverzon: Dec 29, 2007, 7:39:44 PM
Ask somebody for help. :)
~jackielfult:iconjackielfult: Dec 29, 2007, 12:29:17 PM
Thank you for watching me =]

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Holding me down, you watched me dying.
Holding me down, you brought my rebirth.
~CoOL-S:iconCoOL-S: Dec 19, 2007, 9:50:51 AM
Thx 4 Adding the Angel ;)

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You know that every time I try to go ! Where I really want to be, It’s already where I am, Cause I’m already there....

»Life is peachy«
~thequeenbee1:iconthequeenbee1: Dec 19, 2007, 8:25:00 AM
anytime

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there is a suprise around every corner
so dont make any left turns!!!

~~~~jessie~~~~~
*NickMockoviak:iconNickMockoviak: Dec 18, 2007, 1:51:25 PM
Thanks for stopping by!

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Can't spell Nick without "I-N-K"
The Rejection Challenge: Are you brave enough?-->[link]
Look for me on MySpace and ComicSpace.
~mikoverzon:iconmikoverzon: Dec 18, 2007, 11:46:35 AM Mood: Joy
I have a new poem! "The Imperceptible God". Read it and try to comment on it. See if there's of any help.
~thequeenbee1:iconthequeenbee1: Dec 18, 2007, 11:30:08 AM
no problem

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there is a suprise around every corner
so dont make any left turns!!!

~~~~jessie~~~~~
~thequeenbee1:iconthequeenbee1: Dec 18, 2007, 11:28:59 AM
yeah sometimes i dont know if they're anygood no none ever says anything

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there is a suprise around every corner
so dont make any left turns!!!

~~~~jessie~~~~~
~mikoverzon:iconmikoverzon: Dec 18, 2007, 10:31:14 AM Mood: Love
Thanks for the favorite!
~mikoverzon:iconmikoverzon: Dec 18, 2007, 10:21:00 AM
Nice! I just thought you're drawing some things related to my course. Do you usually write poems?
~thequeenbee1:iconthequeenbee1: Dec 18, 2007, 8:51:09 AM
i dunno like to draw nigtmare before christmas characters (mostly jack and sally)just random things really... im trying to locate a scanner to upload my work

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there is a suprise around every corner
so dont make any left turns!!!

~~~~jessie~~~~~
~thequeenbee1:iconthequeenbee1: Dec 13, 2007, 9:01:56 AM
pas de probleme

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there is a suprise around every corner
so dont make any left turns!!!

~~~~jessie~~~~~
~ChooseYourLife:iconChooseYourLife: Dec 12, 2007, 4:53:37 PM
Hoo thanks pour le favori :$
~joshuschrist822:iconjoshuschrist822: Dec 7, 2007, 9:27:57 AM
Thanks again

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If you wind up with a boring, miserable life because you listened to your mom, your dad, your teacher, your priest of some guy on TV telling how to do your shit, then YOU DESERVE IT. -Frank Zappa
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